We Walk Along



We Walk Along

Hand in hand

Stride for stride

Miles apart

Side by side

Never connecting

Still were one

With separate thoughts

A different goal

I close my eyes

Dream of …

Self-Esteem

“Self-Esteem -- the belief in oneself

Overweening pride in oneself”

Where has it all gone?

We are desperately seeking the knowledge

As to why

What’s our purpose

Yet I begin to loose the drive

The desire

The will the achieve what ever I wish

We all started at the top of it all

To have it all torn down, why?

We believed in ourselves as we start

Start out in life

Just to have some say

Who are you?

Where do you belong?

We begin to look at ourselves

In the mirror

The image of a forgotten soul is left

Left holding on to an intangible dream

Our pride has dwindled from

A once proud and prosperous

Adventure in life

To the thought of making

It though

Our tickets have been punched

As to where our road will lead us

But still we’ve gradually lost

Our vision

The vision of our self-esteem

Slipping into the past

Gone forever unwilling to return

Where are the Sheppard’s I herd so much about?

I know I began life with one

Slowly loosing what I had

By the paths that I chose

Now I wish to return

I know of not a soul who will help

Help me to achieve my rightful destiny

I’m in this chapter of life alone

I must

For the time to end grows so ever close

Begin to start taking the right passages

Through the rest of this chapter

Or what is left is but a shallow grave

With the shell of someone

Who has lost all of what life was about

who was he…?

please forgive me…



Attitude

Attitude

Float like a butterfly

Sting like a bee

I have made my way

On an early Sunday morn

Everyone’s heart broken and torn

Weighing in at 1.9 pounds

A little under a foot

All in wonder, spell-bound

Caught the eyes of many

Fists clinched in rage

Attitude

Eleven inches of cocky power

Ready for the world

Filled with dynamite

If you want a piece of me

Meet Mema,

Or tangle with Papa too

They will make you

Black and blue



The lost fantasy



The lost fantasy

Drifting in and out of consciousness

I see her

Beauty deep as our love

Tied with emotion

Floating on top of the world

The whips of leather caress my

Backside ever so softly

Leaving a sting of ecstasy

Our eyes embrace

As she begins her rein

Bow I must respect

The queen I lust

She is but my idol

I beg for her desire

As the chains become tight

Her demands become known

Her very essence

Her body must be worshiped

Drop to my knees

I kiss her feet

Beg for her to let me

Adore her wholly

Does she truly know

What I want

Or is she powering through the motions

Unknowingly traveling

To a distant place

Alone

The cuffs of the forbidden world

Become wrapped around my wrists

She brings me closer to her

Again the sharp sting of the

Leather tells me

My queen is truly in charge

As the binds become even tighter…

The darkness of the night

Climbs through the shades

We curl up

To forget the days

Tribulations

Drifting off to sleep

The Other One...



The Other One…

Who is she?

I cannot tell

There, there she sits

My fate to wait in hell

Sin we must

We are told

In God we trust

Be bold

I look to her

The beauty bound

Where is our next desire?

Look at satan’s crown

She must spread

Bear him a child

No wait the deed

She has already been defiled

Our fate

Is upon us

We see man lying

His empty carcass

Waiting

In open field

Ready to cast a stone

He cannot be concealed

The child

Born of Satan

Must die an angles death

For the ruler must me the Son

The Son of man

Will walk

On this barren land

Gathering his flock

Death Hall



Death Hall

All are a sleep

Do they dream?

Or weep

Shall I stop?

And see

A butcher shop

It must be

Where have they gone?

They are but weeds

Something they have all undergone

I too will endure

Old and withdrawn

As in the battle of Marston moor*

In ‘44*

We will all meet again

*the battle of Marston moor in 1644

Age

Age

Entered into a contract

We pass with our eyes wired shut

Closed, to all the pains forming from around us

Shutting our eyes we see no future

Gloom as the time of age is upon us

Devouring each other

The weak unable to survive

The strong dieing from the lack of food

Looking to the dusk forging ahead

The age of our time is ever so near

Shut in by societies faults

The anger of the world frightens us

As children we scurry off to hide

The caves are all taken we shut our eyes

Our age has trapped us in time